(08/02/22)
A belly feeling gives my belly a feeling, that I could have had a feeling towards remembering the boat dude; however, it only runs to me (but, RUNS to me, I promise!) when I enter the things in the kitchen laundry machine, pipapo 6 in the morning. It's playing American Pie somewhere, and I do indeed know all the song and so on. I remember that there had been a time where we were already in something of a boat as this one; and I remember that he had made me angry. So the boat guy is looking, and I can feel it in between my ears; he young, younger than me I guess, but him looking old, although I cannot see him with my blackhead. I finish some mugs, I do some time and I go and I do just sit on him, do some time there as well. I think of Vera Birkenbiehl; and if the guy might has seen too much square (?) but I also think of Helga Novak and so I ask him: "What do you think of me now?" And he says, as expected, that he wants to kiss. M. Go built your boat. (from German)